A call to discipleship is a call to service. Pride serves one, humility serves all.
“If you want to be perfect, go sell your possessions and give to the poor and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come follow me.” – Jesus
Boldly confess your need while humbly believing it will be met.
Pride, possession, stature, reputation, will……you fill in the blank. Your blank is the bird you fight to control. Let it go.